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<rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" version="2.0"><channel><atom:link rel="hub" href="http://tumblr.superfeedr.com/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom"/><description>Perfection: The condition, state, or quality of being free or as free as possible from all flaws or defects.

Perfection isn’t me. But throughout my childhood, I’ve heard countless times that I’m close to perfection.  

  I contradict myself in every way yet I always seem to say what I mean. 

 I think of myself in the lowest possible way. I don’t think I’m pretty nor do I think I’m worth the time but I’m trying to break free. I bottle everything up. I don’t care that it pisses you off that I don’t trust you easily.  I self-inflict pain to myself through words. Thoughts in my mind. It’s poisonous but I can’t seem to stop. I’m done pretending. This is my blog and I’m telling the truth here. It’s not fair. My life isn’t. I never get what I want. I’m never happy. I put others before me, all the time. Even if they want the same thing as me. I’ll let them have it. You could said that I cause myself the most pain, and you know what? You’re probably right. If I was more selfish, I probably wouldn’t be like this. 

But 2013 is my year. I just know it. 







  % chance of snow</description><title>Perfection is my Imperfection</title><generator>Tumblr (3.0; @bitterblueskies)</generator><link>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/</link><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/7943530a9e1568b12991bf961d6b0676/tumblr_mmh1fu58bj1rxgtsbo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/50325232414</link><guid>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/50325232414</guid><pubDate>Sun, 12 May 2013 23:48:12 -0600</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/490d8bab321203fac86dffd98a705290/tumblr_mmpqjvgKXD1rse1ipo1_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/50325208832</link><guid>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/50325208832</guid><pubDate>Sun, 12 May 2013 23:47:41 -0600</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/452c742aa83749a32aac89fc7e196d19/tumblr_mmpku2XQku1qjm9bpo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/50325121513</link><guid>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/50325121513</guid><pubDate>Sun, 12 May 2013 23:45:46 -0600</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/47dcd2e38fa24133b04f18fae49da184/tumblr_mjg50qvtzp1qge7kno1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/50325103537</link><guid>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/50325103537</guid><pubDate>Sun, 12 May 2013 23:45:23 -0600</pubDate></item><item><title>send me a fruit</title><description>Strawberry - I’m in love with you.&lt;br /&gt;&#13;
Cherry - I love you.&lt;br /&gt;&#13;
Watermelon - I think you’re cute.&lt;br /&gt;&#13;
Blueberry - You’re amazing.&lt;br /&gt;&#13;
Kiwi- You’re pretty&lt;br /&gt;&#13;
Rasberry - You’re hot.&lt;br /&gt;&#13;
Plum - I would fuck you.&lt;br /&gt;&#13;
Paopu Fruit - I would date you.&lt;br /&gt;&#13;
Grapes - I could stay on your blog for hours.&lt;br /&gt;&#13;
Lemon - You are my tumblr crush.&lt;br /&gt;&#13;
Orange - I want to get to know you.&lt;br /&gt;&#13;
Tangerine - We have a lot in common.&lt;br /&gt;&#13;
Lemon - I wish you would notice me.&lt;br /&gt;&#13;
Lime - I don’t talk to you but I really love your blog.</description><link>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/50325097234</link><guid>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/50325097234</guid><pubDate>Sun, 12 May 2013 23:45:15 -0600</pubDate></item><item><title>Check out my blog!! :) I'm rarely on tumblr and have moved! </title><description>&lt;p&gt;Check out my blogggg.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;SkiesofViolet.wordpress.com&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/50325038229</link><guid>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/50325038229</guid><pubDate>Sun, 12 May 2013 23:43:57 -0600</pubDate></item><item><title>ladiess-and-gentlemen:

chaneluna:

bohemea:

Jennifer Lawrence...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/7e3edf40422bb0f2d21920723c35247d/tumblr_mmhjft5gVL1qzoaqio1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://ladiess-and-gentlemen.tumblr.com/post/49953681392/chaneluna-bohemea-jennifer-lawrence-by-ellen" target="_blank"&gt;ladiess-and-gentlemen&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://chaneluna.tumblr.com/post/49942378606/bohemea-jennifer-lawrence-by-ellen-von-unwerth" target="_blank"&gt;chaneluna&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://bohemea.tumblr.com/post/49936579930" target="_blank"&gt;bohemea&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;Jennifer Lawrence by Ellen von Unwerth, 2013&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Fuck&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Wow&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/50324990041</link><guid>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/50324990041</guid><pubDate>Sun, 12 May 2013 23:42:55 -0600</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4r3aqDUMA1rna7xyo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/50324960726</link><guid>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/50324960726</guid><pubDate>Sun, 12 May 2013 23:42:18 -0600</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/8ca43a3b73a372322cbc9604ba99a838/tumblr_ml7ii3GMRH1qaj268o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/50324939459</link><guid>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/50324939459</guid><pubDate>Sun, 12 May 2013 23:41:51 -0600</pubDate></item><item><title>the-vortext:


A - If I’m in love.B - Who the last person I...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lunu1pmmD41qinng3o1_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://the-vortext.tumblr.com/post/50297021723/a-if-im-in-love-b-who-the-last-person-i" target="_blank"&gt;the-vortext&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;A&lt;/strong&gt; - If I’m in love.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;B&lt;/strong&gt; - Who the last person I talked to on the phone was.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;C&lt;/strong&gt; - How long it’s been since I’ve kissed.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;D &lt;/strong&gt;- If I have a preference for boys or girls.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;E&lt;/strong&gt; - How many holes I have in my ears.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;F&lt;/strong&gt; - Give me any options, like ‘hot or cold?’&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;G &lt;/strong&gt;- The last person I said ‘I love you’ to.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;H&lt;/strong&gt; - The last person I hugged.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;I&lt;/strong&gt; - The last time I felt jealous, and why.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;J &lt;/strong&gt;- How old I am.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;K&lt;/strong&gt;- What my full name is.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;L &lt;/strong&gt;- If I have siblings.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;M&lt;/strong&gt; - If I forgive betrayal.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;N&lt;/strong&gt; - If you want to know how I treat my friends.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;O&lt;/strong&gt; - If I like my school.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;P&lt;/strong&gt; - What kind of music I like.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Q&lt;/strong&gt; - What the last party I went to was, and when the next will be.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;R&lt;/strong&gt; - For me to tell 10 of my curiosities.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;S&lt;/strong&gt; - 2 habits.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;T&lt;/strong&gt;- 5 things I love unconditionally.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;U&lt;/strong&gt; - How many texts I send daily.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;V&lt;/strong&gt; - 3 big dreams.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;W&lt;/strong&gt; - An idol.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;X&lt;/strong&gt; - If I’ve done something I regret very much.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Y&lt;/strong&gt; - If I like my town and why.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Z&lt;/strong&gt; - Ask any question you want.&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;FRIENDS I AM HERE I AM THE ALPHABET&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/50324926729</link><guid>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/50324926729</guid><pubDate>Sun, 12 May 2013 23:41:34 -0600</pubDate></item><item><title>Today, I realized something. 

No matter how much you try, you can always be disappointed. I...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Today, I realized something. &lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;No matter how much you try, you can always be disappointed. I don&amp;#8217;t have a date for prom but that doesn&amp;#8217;t mean that I won&amp;#8217;t have fun. I think the fact that I didn&amp;#8217;t even want to ask in the first place makes up for the fact that it didn&amp;#8217;t work out. The guy&amp;#8217;s nice but that doesn&amp;#8217;t mean that he&amp;#8217;s a good match. I was a bit bummed out about it this afternoon but then I realized how bitter I sounded. So who fucking cares if I don&amp;#8217;t get asked or if I get rejected by someone, it doesn&amp;#8217;t matter &amp;#8216;cause I just asked as friends. And I don&amp;#8217;t actually have control over things. &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/47672704600</link><guid>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/47672704600</guid><pubDate>Wed, 10 Apr 2013 20:45:51 -0600</pubDate><category>life</category><category>realization</category><category>sucks</category><category>rejection</category><category>fun</category><category>prom</category></item><item><title>I just need someone to talk too. :( </title><description>&lt;p&gt;I just need someone to talk too. :( &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/47588952952</link><guid>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/47588952952</guid><pubDate>Tue, 09 Apr 2013 20:14:42 -0600</pubDate></item><item><title>I asked a guy to prom and he said yes! 

And I didn&amp;#8217;t realize how much girls and guys respect...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;I asked a guy to prom and he said yes! &lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;And I didn&amp;#8217;t realize how much girls and guys respect that a girl asked a guy. &lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Definite edit: He changed his mind. &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/47570774450</link><guid>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/47570774450</guid><pubDate>Tue, 09 Apr 2013 16:40:00 -0600</pubDate><category>Life</category><category>Change</category><category>girl ask guy</category><category>unusual</category><category>happy</category><category>he said yes!</category></item><item><title>Why is it that I never get asked to a dance?</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Why is it that I never get asked to a dance?&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/47206712689</link><guid>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/47206712689</guid><pubDate>Fri, 05 Apr 2013 12:37:36 -0600</pubDate></item><item><title>kuneria:

April 4th. Robert Downey Jr turns 48
HAPPY BIRTHDAY...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/938d62ec4df4498fa86de60a24493e0a/tumblr_mkpak5zuLk1ruxwh9o5_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/94c9b90750d225ef5ad22239b80f4cd0/tumblr_mkpak5zuLk1ruxwh9o2_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/2855d394f3ed70561e85e401d00f0915/tumblr_mkpak5zuLk1ruxwh9o3_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/837c3bae3e891919675cd11ae7e7d085/tumblr_mkpak5zuLk1ruxwh9o4_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/738ebf88a8d7850201cde0965ef750be/tumblr_mkpak5zuLk1ruxwh9o9_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/6f45ed956e7af784ed315d434a6c08de/tumblr_mkpak5zuLk1ruxwh9o8_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/af28ac1655e4d4530e9cf7d51e7c9e34/tumblr_mkpak5zuLk1ruxwh9o1_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/96392c6b854514ac6192cfb0049f30f4/tumblr_mkpak5zuLk1ruxwh9o10_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/cc340180c93d6912b5ae71bd574ac78f/tumblr_mkpak5zuLk1ruxwh9o7_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/fcc9bf97307f271870e36872aea29a63/tumblr_mkpak5zuLk1ruxwh9o6_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://kuneria.tumblr.com/post/47055538896/april-4th-robert-downey-jr-turns-48-happy" target="_blank"&gt;kuneria&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;April 4th. Robert Downey Jr turns 48&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU ADORABLE LITTLE FUCKER.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/47083135676</link><guid>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/47083135676</guid><pubDate>Wed, 03 Apr 2013 22:00:28 -0600</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mc4iawByaI1qa9bwko1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/47081531065</link><guid>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/47081531065</guid><pubDate>Wed, 03 Apr 2013 21:38:35 -0600</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mbxffjlqIl1r0wswlo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/47080243204</link><guid>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/47080243204</guid><pubDate>Wed, 03 Apr 2013 21:22:02 -0600</pubDate></item><item><title>Audio</title><description>&lt;iframe class="tumblr_audio_player tumblr_audio_player_46781584189" src="http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/46781584189/audio_player_iframe/bitterblueskies/tumblr_mkj0ml9Dj41rqduot?audio_file=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Faudio_file%2Fbitterblueskies%2F46781584189%2Ftumblr_mkj0ml9Dj41rqduot" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" scrolling="no" width="500" height="169"&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/46781584189</link><guid>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/46781584189</guid><pubDate>Sun, 31 Mar 2013 13:47:08 -0600</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/bbf50baada34b4aa9ee38c116461a9c7/tumblr_mkinvkB97m1rp1z9io1_250.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/ebc7b5ae75e8608f52f2683d17c2c262/tumblr_mkinvkB97m1rp1z9io2_250.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/171c972a709d035b4a7f95177216478c/tumblr_mkinvkB97m1rp1z9io3_250.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/019a9ab7d13ce311dcb2b4b4bcf82889/tumblr_mkinvkB97m1rp1z9io4_250.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/7679b0aafa7e079cd507374b4a3579b6/tumblr_mkinvkB97m1rp1z9io5_250.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/f57a0df79e963d480c6578e7674b5867/tumblr_mkinvkB97m1rp1z9io6_250.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/db4b28b1cb0387029e3c5e2d5cd2758b/tumblr_mkinvkB97m1rp1z9io7_250.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/131068ab4524318349d6b8e45df917cf/tumblr_mkinvkB97m1rp1z9io8_250.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/46781564118</link><guid>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/46781564118</guid><pubDate>Sun, 31 Mar 2013 13:46:53 -0600</pubDate></item><item><title>I wonder who reads my tumblr&amp;#8230;.</title><description>&lt;p&gt;I wonder who reads my tumblr&amp;#8230;.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/45887337427</link><guid>http://bitterblueskies.tumblr.com/post/45887337427</guid><pubDate>Wed, 20 Mar 2013 20:55:43 -0600</pubDate></item></channel></rss>
